>>3634851>depressed I decided to join the army>went to next town over where no one knew me>Met with recruiter twice for info and planned a 3rd meeting where I'd sign on>arrive and recruiter gives me cold look and tells me to sit down>slaps newspaper down in front of me>the front story is about my unexpected fall from grace in the race and about everything that came out about me>apparently the recruiter kept tabs on the goings-on of nearby cities>said I couldn't join the army with a past of drug abuse This was a few years after 'nam wrapped up so the military once again had standards for joining
>go home even more depressed>move to the other side of the country and start life anew>get real estate job>live a fairly decent life>meet qt 3.14 grad student>she's studying psychology>she's kind of odd, always analyzing everything I do but I love her nonetheless>date for about 9 months then propose, she says yes>unbeknownst to me she decides to do a little digging regarding my past because I never talk about it>out of pure curiosity, I'm sure, she calls my old highschool and talks to one of my former classmates who now works for the school>she finds out everything about my highschool career>even finds the newspaper article about my fall in the race>she confronts me and leaves me>says I'm a psychopath and doesn't want her kids to be blah blah>once again I am alone>next day when i go into work my feels overtake me and I yell at my boss calling him a "dog fucking nigger">get fired>move again across country>start life anew again>don't meet any new girls because I fear them discovering my past>Don't meet anyone because I fear them discovering my past>been living the pseudo-neet life for a long timeMoral of the story is don't be a retarded fuck when you're young because your past can haunt you. Gn.
