im playing ffta2 and its stressing me out because i dont understand how to do well at the game. my units take whole thirds or halves of their hp in damage all at once and im doing under 20 a turn against monsters with like 600hp. i dont have access to any abilities because the shop wont sell anything and all the bazaar items only have abilities for classes i dont have access to. what the fuck am i doing wrong. why cant i even play video games correctly, let alone do anything else worth a shit that works out ok ever
im still positive theres a hostile angel in scripture somewhere that exists solely to string you along just to shit on whatever it's encouraged you to do. i dont actually believe in angels or ghosts or anything but if something is haunting me this is it
>>2507073i have no explicit plans myself but ive known for a long time that my life will almost definitely end in suicide.
id recommend against actually offing yourself though.