>>435461I know there's nothing I can do at this point but I grew up with her so I struggle with letting go. We promised each other we would be our first but when she started using heroin she fucked a guy for more of it. I tried keeping by her side as best as I could but after that she gradually stopped coming around. She still messages me when she wants something or string me on to torture me.I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.