>>12897303No anon. Many women are evil but just as many are not. You need a conservative girl or better yet, Christian. Not some fake Christian, but a Bible believer. There is strength in having the Joy of the Lord, anon.
If you truly want a new life do this
> Look up the ABCs of Salvation and get Baptized."In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him. Without him, nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness hasn’t overcome it." John 1:1-5
> Read the Bible with that part of Scripture in mind. Jesus Christ, Yahshuah the Messiah, is YHWH Tsebaoth. He is the Angel of the Lord Moses saw in the burning bush. He is the Angel of the Lord's Army that told Joshua to take his sandals off.Grow in the Holy Spirit.
Get in a prayer closet. The Lord already knows what you need anon. But you must HUMBLE yourself and ask.
> “Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you." - Matthew 7:7Learn the mystery of that passage.
> "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life." - John 3:16If you don't know where or how to start do this at the minimum
> Read psalms 81 and/or 23 every morning> Keep the Sabbath. The real one. Not Sol Invictus Sunday. > Understand that we are under the spirit of the Law. Christ didn't die on the cross to make the pigs clean or so we could mix pagan tradition with His ways.God will send you a teacher. Ask for one. God will send you people into your life to help you. Ask for it.
> Pride and ego are of the DevilLearn how to hate the world and love the Lord
> The power of the Holy Spirit is incredible anon. But it needs to be exercised. Fasting, prayer, reading scripture is like lifting weights for the Spirit. 