>>2302928I often have dreams of the world being cleansed in an Armageddon of glorious hellfire, purging the majority of the degenerate human race from this planet and leaving behind a scorched deathland within which only the strongest of our species will survive. These dreams didn't start until a few years ago when I took my first redpill, and it has only gotten worse over time as I've accepted more truths and grown increasingly misanthropic.
One positive is that upon the realization that the world is much darker and terrible than anyone living in bluepill fantasy land could ever believe, I have been in the gym every week since, have gotten married to a nice white girl and had a son I am homeschooling and raising with my newly acquired values of personal strength, civic responsibility, and virtue. Truth and adversity breeds strong men.
As I consume more redpills my contempt for humanity grows, but at least I am stronger and prepared for the darkness should it ever encroach upon my demesne.