>>16972124I'm almost 30 and pic related is literally me. I wake up every morning disappointed that I didn't die in my sleep and every night I lie awake until sunrise imagining what my life could have been. I made all the right moves, went to school, didn't do drugs and got a high paying job - all of that is worthless. My suffering has brought me to the Grace of God so it was justified and I now see how many of my mistakes in life are from rejecting God until these last few years. Still we endure.
