>>12462540But I do and I don't know how to change that.... It's not just you, like I said, but what you represent. I can't remain solely around my loved ones forever either
>I am not talking about those cases, only about yours, and I believe there is a differenceI don't think there is much of one. I didn't ask to be born like this. In fact I wish I hadn't been or even born at all. If it's not my choice and if it puts me in pain too, how is it much different from those cases? Well, you don't have to say anything. I know it's beyond me at this point
>Tell them if it preoccupies you so muchI'm not sure of how I should tell them and I'm worried about what they'll say. I know the longer I put it off the worse it will get, but that's better than having to tell them and feeling bad because my problems aren't important. It's already too late for me anyway
>What would have changed then?Maybe I would be better off now. I don't know. I wish I could have been brave enough to tell them, but I was too embarrassed about it - ashamed, even - because I knew it wasn't what was expected of me. Even now I struggle with those feelings
>you shouldn't ignore what I sayYou shouldn't tell me not to do things which you yourself do all the time. Like I said above and before, the number who would accept me completely are few and I have no idea if they're being honest or if they're only saying that because it's the thing to do now
>why would my life have more value than yours?Lots of reasons. I have told you them all before. I just wish you would see it too. I hope eventually you will find someone who can show you that as I seem to be incapable of doing so
>is that the sort of thing you like?Ugh no... Dunie posted it here some time ago and I saved it thinking you would like it. I just remembered it now after seeing what you posted. This is more the kind of thing I like.....
That's a nice picture. I like the soft colors and detailed background. I'm guessing she's not from Fire Emblem too?