>>3630136No, I know that it is, anon. That's the dilemma, really. If I can't endure suffering, humiliation, depravity - and persevere regardless - whether in my own life, or to succeed in bringing about some good or truth in this world, what am I but a weakling, a failure? I often muse that I'm just not as smart as I think I am. Redpilled, yes. Empathetic, yet fierce; yes. But I find myself unable to meet the cold outside with flame from within. I'm just driven into the dark, like a bat.
t. drinking the last of his whiskey at 8am after calling in sick
