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k now i read all your posts.
The theory that thats a bunch of schizoids here trying to live the fantasy is an interesting one. You said you thought maybe some fag here would propose a better solution. Here is my short story and potential solution.
Just fake it. Your mission is to go to a bar thats loaded full of people and even if you feel like a tard, your job is to have 1-3 beers which you sip very slowly (to spend time there), observe people, make eye contact, have conversations when possible. In conversations do not speak about your problems, if anything, talk about your hobbies like video games or some shit.
My solution is fake it until you make it because everything else is a death sentence. Meds are death sentence, continuing what you're doing is a death sentence. Bust out a spreadsheet and get methodical about this and treat it like a science experiment. Create characters, become them.
Thats the best I got
