>>2016991You see, talking is the problem.
I don't want to bother anyone with I know with my problems because I know they have their own problems that are way more important.
So I just build up frustration, anger and sadness until I just can't take it anymore and just have a half breakdown.
I just want someone important in my life.
I want to satisfy my desires ( non sexual), and not get shit for it.
I want a little recognition and get a simple "well done" from my fucking dad.