>>6314436>Do actually believe your scar "pussy" will bleed like a normal pussy?No, I don't. It was just an example that I made to explain my feeling that it would be a lot better have a pussy and a womb, bleeding like any other normal woman, than having a useless shit that just makes me thing that I'm not woman enough whenever I remember about it.
Reading your whole post made me rethink about killing myself. It makes sense. Looks like the madeup pussy wouldn't be a good thing, after all. If it will be this bad after the SRS, then probably it's better just die, since I'm going into years of effort to nothing but more suffering in a different way.
>B-But you can just avoid sexual activityMy libido is too high, even after nuking my T with meds. Maybe I'm still not capable of ignoring it because I'm frustrated with my sexual life.
Well... looks like I'll spend my whole life taking shitty antipsychotics to pretend that everything is ok and then killing myself on drugs or something like that, even after becoming closer to be a girl.
