>>15666610>Ohana is a ruseYou expect me to lie about my family? I can send you a pic of my mother (she just came back to bed and i'm still listening to hear cough every night) tomorrow. You've seen one pic of a wall of the (still unpaid for) house with the slightly leaking roof, i can send you more pics of it as well, in a way not to doxx myself.
I'm kvetching because i am struggling to find a way, i've tried to kms before and the more i know the less hope i have. I was very very close to doing it in october, LaPalma did a number on me and i was really traumatized by the whole ordeal and i almost lost all my marbles, nearly went full schizl crazy... And around christmas as well. And when i had a really bad argument with my mother a few weeks ago, i just barely started to feel somewhat normal again a few days ago. I really really struggle, honestly. Picrel is what my failed attempt in 2017 left me with.