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My parents were always overbearing creeps. They wanted me to be complete reliable on them, and decide nothing myself. They liked me in front of them, and patronized me 24/7. I couldn't do any thing in front of them without them commenting on everything all around me if not what I was preparing. They were sexless, slept in separate beds, and tried to make fun of me any time a woman came into my life. What made things change was when I was going into the air force, and they begged me not to go in. Got me a case of beer, and a local job. As I was working I realized I had no culture, no style, zero skills and not a fucking chance of hope in this world. I rejected them. Funny thing is ironically I've become just as worthless after working for the government for the past 20 years. But I have credentials. I'll be applying for VA benefits. I'll be applying for security jobs. I had my parents, but I became my own mentor, and I still honor my parents. I estimate my mother will live for 15 - 25 years longer. I can see she's getting older. Sometimes I hurt her feeling, but I try my best to enjoy her while she's still here. I miss my dad all the time too, even though I almost left the house every time I visited. There the only people who I ever put with their bullshit.