>>18149837oh it's too late for that. reversing what this girl has inadvertently done to my mental and emotional state will take a lot of work. i simultaneously want to let this obsession ruin my life and not to feel this emptiness that i know she'll never be the one to fill. any time i see her do anything there is a grin plastered on my face but the feeling is tempered by the fact she'll never even know my name. in summary picrel. no more blogging sorry.
