>>209246892014-2019: Best years of my fucking life, absolutely awesome, I would kill to go back in time and experience this phase of my life again
2019-2021 Meh, it was ok but it could've been much better, here's where depression and misery starts to set in.
2021-2024 Absolute fucking miserable hell, the worst suffering a human can experience, it was so bad that the only reason I didn't put a fucking bullet in my skull or hang myself was because I was terrified of death. But I don't want to fucking live anymore.