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i just woke up
it's 6:40 pm
i mostly had nightmares ending in dying horribly and consisting of my dad telling me im a failure responsible for everything bad in our lives and not listening to my arguments why this is not the case
i considered going and getting beer but what am i going to do here at home while drinking it? i dont like any of the vidya i have here and hobbies just make me feel bad because i only have shitty tools and people just make fun of the digital or artistic things i try to do.
i could go to the bar, but all they have there is some tvs playing sports i dont really care about and it's saturday (apparently) so the bars will be full of normies who will complain if i try to talk to them. drinking doesnt quell the roaring emptiness in my life anymore though
i truly have nothing left but my nightmares