>>13391201>But a traumatic childhood lead me to abandon my faith and actively hate religionI see. Most atheists are like that. Just know that most of the contradictions that you've obsessed about in the past are false and have been solved by many reliable Christians. Look up videos on YouTube that debunk these atheist talking points if you're honest about pursuing your faith. The Holy Spirit will guide you to truth eventually if you aren't blinded b your trauma. If you have any specific contradictions you'd like to bring up, I could probably help you to better understand them but it can't be vague things like "muh mistranslations". Paul and the other apostles obtained absolutely no personal gain from preaching the gospel, in fact they were all beaten, imprisoned and executed for telling their truth. As for Peter being the first pope, that's a Catholic lie. Stay away from any modern church doctrine as they have gone completely off the deep end in recent years. Look up Chuck Baldwin or Steven Anderson's videos if you want a good start.
Godspeed and best of luck with your future family, anon.
