>>2719323Same mate. Two friends. One hung himself (jailtime coming up), other was lifelong friend... His suicide hurt hard and it still does. I shut myself away from pretty much everyone after that. Retreated into my music. He took the Helium Hoody and it was maybe 16-20 hours before I found him. The Helium had extracted EVERY molecule of oxygen out of his body and he was as bluer than Yondu from GotG. His dog was moaning at his door, like 1000 scribbled notes everywhere with one final one which me and the mates all read. Physical pain, Anxiety and loss of hope got the best of him. The hardest part that gets me sometimes is, do I mourn the friend I lost or hate the cunt that killed him. I don't hate him, but I hate what he did.
