LOOK AT MY RIGHT SIDE
THE DOCTORS IN FINLAND DID THAT AND MORE
My childhood and teen years mostly consisted of being dragged out to doctors and hospitals as my right eye got increasingly mutilated by the dexamethasone and all the other poisonous medications (like methotrexate) they fed into me.
Then, when I became an adult and I stopped playing their games, I ended up in a psych ward for months after a dissociative trauma break. They gave me a cocktail of haloperidol, olanzapine and everything else.
Eternal psychiatric slavery ever since.
Yeah hroth who went mooni mooni mooni at me maybe I'd have more hope at interacting with people if i felt accepted let alone appreciated in any way and IF I WASNT FUCKING 7000KM AWAY FROM EVERYONE WITH TICKETS COSTING LIKE 2000 DOLLARS ONE WAY
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Not just that
But the nearest intl airport is 600km away with the nearest "city" where i can go on a train is 100km away with taxi fares being like 200 dollars and then train ride for like 5 hours which also costs like 150 dollars and then plane tickets that cost like 2000 dollars
