>>15073483going through the same...
could i expect anything but for it to get worse and worse over time?
hatred is just too familiar to us; my family knows nothing else
regardless of all of my efforts to restore a sense of belonging and love
it couldn't be me alone, they chose this
i can't blame them, but for the profound effect it has on my mental health, from being constantly tense and worried, learning all of their schedules in an attempt to best avoid them and holing myself up in my room otherwise, to constantly having to deal with the emotionally manipulative, cold and calculated nastiness of women. seeing the dismal state of veteran posters, i realize it does not get better. i need to leave.
