>>11730294I cannot affirm nor deny that claim. For all its worth this might be a giant delusion obstructing rather disappointing reality. Not that it matters since most of the time necessities of flesh are not the priority. Having completely abstract view of the surroundings its not a surprise that thoughts such as these appear. But its so stimulating! Denying oneself things that are clearly achievable! Becoming passive and exploring the unknown realities of mind just to create something that i could call my own. I can't help but indulge in this.