>>15964664It's not that you did anything. You were just around shitty normalfags who ostracized you simply because you didn't fit in, which just means that you weren't exactly like how they expect every single person to be, such as themselves. Therefore you didn't belong. It's just a huge mob mentality, and you were the victim of it, not like anybody was there to help you through it. I know the feel, so do a lot of other people. I really doubt you've ever done anything to warrant it, nor should you as well. Being around those same people who treat you like garbage for so long, it's no wonder that you think you must've done something wrong or have to be hated no matter what. Just wasn't your fault. Sorry that you had to put up with it.
Anyway, don't dwell on it, you're alright. This could be okay. It's a clean slate of completely new people, and there's definitely a chance of at least some of them being nice to you, unlike the last set.
>i will attemptThat's the best you can do, so, good luck. Apologies for pretty much saying "just do it", but it's what it is.
I think you'll get there. Remember that it's a matter of practice as well, don't just give up simply because you failed the first or two times.
>at my school they have a shit ton of parties thoughI see. That's okay, there could be people who are both outgoing and still nice to you. You won't be forced to do anything that you don't want to, anyhow. Plus, no way of knowing if the people in your next class are all going to be like that, still.
>how could i stop feeling inferior if i am inferior?Do you think just being bad at school makes you inferior to all of those people?
I suck at it as well. I don't even know the multiplication table for one, or have particularly well grades. That doesn't define who you are. Not being able to do the retarded stuff that school requires you to, doesn't make you any less of a person. Or makes anyone necessarily above you for being able to. Part 1.