>>14443636this
OP should stop being a pussy and just live with this dread, this is why on the weekend clubs are full, and alcohol is such a widely used mind numbing tool.
there is a reason so many countries are legalizin weed.
its all a major cope for the inevitable downfull of civ. if you dont want to participate i suggest OP start bulking up, training himself and improving himself.
Stop chasing pussy, stop chassing worthless paper money.
all you need to be happy in life, you already got, a mind and a body. train both and you will find a way out of your depression.