>>6180692I don't get it guys, I literally just got out of the gym and 2 hours later I have this giant feeling that I'm weak and not a man. I've gained a significant amount these past 2 years, but I'm not feeling rewards to strive further, I'm just feeling extremely defeatist and nihilistic about myself.
I notice a bad habit about myself that whenever I have time to think it's always negative thoughts about myself. The problem is there is a sizeable amount of time where I'm off of work and alone so this doesn't help.
