>>14658437My life is at it's worst now yet I never made more progress in anything than now. Because I work so hard everyday. I used to be someone who forgot their plates in their room until they got moldy to spending 1 hour on japanese 1 hour on math every single day while cleaning and brushing teeth and doing everything i can even if my arms are sore even if i ahve to write until my wrist makes bone sounds I DONT CARE MY BODY CANT HANDLE ME AT MY BEST i will literally break this body if it meant i could achieve my goals i stay up to 4 am in the morning just to complete my daily grind. I shedded my humanity and become something more refined. If it becomes not being human anymore then I am all for it. As long as I achieve my goals as long as I get better and stronger and more powerful
