>>6314482The best thing that ever happened to my life was meet an awesome person that made me feel less shitty for a while. People aren't that bad if you are lucky with that.
I'm kinda like you as well, but I crave for human warm contact. I'd love to have some friends to hangout, do autistic shit together and, on top, have a boyfriend (a husband if it's not a lot to ask).
Infact, the world has good things to offer, but the way I am, there'll be always something missing. I can't even fap without being disgusted and feeling weird.
>>6314484Nah, I'm not thinking about living an easy life. It's more like living a normal life without the need to care about a wrecked up mind outta the correct place. I'm sick. As if the dysphoria wasn't enough, I'm a psychiatric patient as well. I don't even know what I'll be thinking tomorrow about these posts that I made. I don't also know if I'll remember about what I wrote.
Fuck my life. Honestly.
