>>8941034Yeah.. Baby steps is what I was always told.
I think I've been like this for as long as I can remember.
I'm very prone to addiction. As a kid I cut myself so much my entire arms are nothing but scar tissue, then I was an alcoholic, now a drug addict.
I still have some hope that things will work out, it's just diminishing so much lately.
Feeling trapped is horrible.
Thank you for your kindness anon. You're really sweet.