>>19069145My mom used to say how much a burden I was. That she contemplated adopting me away several times. My dad would beat me as a kid because I was out of control. As a kid I would throw the chairs in the classroom, kick tables and be sent to the library constantly. Turns out I wasn't just irrationally angry it's just that I had sensory issues that overwhelmed me. They wouldn't figure it out until I'm 18. Just treated like dysfunctional garbage my entire life yet somehow expected to perform miracles. Maybe if I had more educated parents that would have known I was autistic from the get go I wouldn't be like this today.
