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I am very alone and noone understands me. :(
I sometimes think of people who went through sexual abuse in childhood. I think that people who didn't, it's almost impossible to understand them who suffered child sexual abuse. Those people must be so isolated. And I too had a lot of shit that extremely low percent of people went through. And it really makes me live in a different world with different mindset, values, with different anything. I think the only way to escape this killing loneliness is to come to God. But fuck, when you are not stupid and pretty cynical, ofcourse you understand a lot of things in life, and trusting in a bearded man in the sky, trusting in a man whose mother was definitely pure and never had sex... Yeah, it's fucking unreal, the only way is a blind trust, but if you can believe in such bull, you can truly trick your mind into believing anything that will benefit you even more
