>>11082426today I don't feel like jacking off, I couldn't care less about having a gf or anything ambitious, I couldn't care if the girl had 50 men before me (all niggers) or if I was her first, but when my n.t.s hit baseline you bet your ass the circus is back in town, but that just tells me if I'm ever to end up with somebody I'll hit this stage once again and all hell will break loose, if I can't find somebody that can understand I'm doomed to fail anyway, but is it not better to love and lose than to never love at all? but those are words of those that don't have the option to go back to "never love at all", they are forever changed and their minds dealing with trauma are trying to justify their past actions as if they matter
you know a lot more about ozies than I do, then again I was never good with people, of I'm not creeping/stalking it all blends into a mush in my head, it's borderline disgusting and entirely selfish
