>>7670366I sympathize though i feel like i can't properly empathize
The only relative's I've lost died when i was too young to understand properly or we weren't that close
I dread to think of the day when i will go through what you are now
This is surely a low point but i'd advice against taking your life, it solves nothing and will only create more pain like you're feeling right now
I'm sure that you'll come on top of this hill you're climbing right now and see the sun once more, life tends to get brighter after the darkest hour in my (limited) experience