>>12031955It's really not mate, i succeeded at everything i set up to, i had a gf and now i am alone, right now i am pursuing a medical career as a surgeon, do you know what i am? I am a moron. We struggle against fate, but the struggle against fate when you pull the curtain down is just the struggle against human nature, you can win as many times as you want but you ultimately always are outdone, i trained to be strong enough, intelligent enough to set myself free. And the only thing i've done is doing precisely what was expected of me. Even in victory there is no victory, only temporary relief and then back to the never ending struggle