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I stopped thinking years ago, in any serious way after I attempted suicide twice in 2008. I was heavily addicted to opioids and was about to go to trial for selling drugs. My life was a fucking mess. The first time I tried I was committed for a week and the second time was committed for two months ...I was using so many drugs then that I took so many pills yet didn't die....kinda still wish I died many times but I made a pact with God to die naturally since it really distressed my mother.
I still of suicide very often though. :( It's been twelve years later and things haven't got a whole lot better, even being sober.
