>>7933747I do hit the gym but that is for maybe 5 hours per week and that leaves lots and lots of hours for me to demand an escape from my torrid wretched life. I thought being self-sufficient would make things better but now I earn money and still I have dreams and hallucinations so what is the point. I take my meds and I feel numb until I have a break, which happens even on meds, so why not enjoy myself and take the drugs because I enjoy myself
Also I found them and founders keepers