>>23714666trips checked
pretty image
>Interesting, kinda reminds me of how my thoughts are shortly before falling asleep.i know what you mean
i tend to fall straight into a dead sleep lately, but i miss that sort of thing
maybe it'll happen more in the future
>Usually I end up re-writing a paragraph or two (like in this post) to make things read better, but when I wrote OP I just let everything flow, didn’t even proofread it.>It definitely relays a sense of disorder.eheh
i like the way it came out
it fit the story
>Why are you worried about her?idk
i think she self-medicates with weed
i don't think she likes these living conditions any more than i do, but she gets very defensive if i try to bring that up, or if i try to talk about the weed, or if i suggest she looks for a therapist
she's been through a lot & she doesn't really have enough support, which is partly her fault
my dad just kinda sits there working, i think she's too much for him to handle
they really shouldn't have stayed together, i think
not so bad though
they have some security, i suppose, i probably shouldn't worry too much
she's been going to church lately which i think helps, she was pretty isolated for like 10 years before that
i tried to get her to consider seeing a therapist several times in the past, for all three of our sakes, but her mom kinda used therapists/psychiatrists to control her when she was very young, and she had bad experiences with psychiatrists & xanax in her 30s, so she was very defensive toward the idea
