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I hate it. So much. I can't speak correctly, and my words ALWAYS get mixed up when I talk. I keep hearing things out of my peripheral, and when I look, no one is calling me. I'm paranoid as hell, and want to break down during the day. I always think someone has it out for me. I work, and I do well in class, but I hate being in a crowded area (considering where I work, that's all the time), and I hate being stared at. I keep thinking that people are trying to avoid me because I'm behaving weird, and they probably are. It's tough not having anyone else understand what you're going through. I smoke daily, and it only makes it worst when I greenout, but I can't stop if I want to sleep at night.
