>>6587466I don't know. I never felt like a guy and always was jelly from grills, wanting to be like them. It just gets into my thoughts and doesn't goes away. I keep pretending that I'm a grill on the internet to make me feel a little better, but is shit to know that I'm lying to myself. It could only be solved putting my brain into a girls body. Until that isn't possible, I'll keep suffering for that.
>You're stuck in your spiraling down alcoholism.All this stuff started when I was a kid. I've always been like that. Alcohol is just a part of the problem that came part of my life a lot after. Tbdesu, alcohol is a way to get the fuck out these shit thoughts, since my mind goes slower and I can keep my focus on the real stuff, not on my thoughts.
