>>6112562I have read this too, but you need to listen now. This is waste but I have no way of telling you back, do I. We can't return to the past but I can see the future. There are certain things you have to do for better results, also stop thinking that you haven't thought something before, you have. The pain might be malignant but there is no need for worry right now, we will give it some rest and see how it develops. You do realize, right, that by them robbing you of your senses, you will never be able to enjoy music the same way again. That I can not do anything about, you'll have to live with this now. The external forces have to be taken into account, the mare comes when they are present and you know it. You have enough evidence for this, you know it. You can never outrun yourself and some problems can't be resolved. We'll take it one day at a time.