>>20419075it's okay, it's not your fault any of it happened to you. the best hope i think we have is coming back to who we were before our personal tragedies and start working towards our dreams again. achieving them doesn't really matter as much as dutifully working towards them with real passion because it brings us closer to our souls and who were were before we had to engage our survival mode and dissociate from reality. i wish you the best, tommy. take it easy on yourself and enjoy the quiet passing moments.
