>>4260936I want to exist to make people happy. That feeling is far greater than sex and you know it. First of all, I didn't even know memes existed when I started. I was disturbed that I would lie to myself about whether or not I had actually masturbated the day before and I told myself "fuck it, no more of this at all. It's got the potential to decide what I do for me, and I hate that." I suppress this basic human function because I hate what it does to me and I find other things more fun anyways.