>>15882460>>389901471that is really rough , OP, but remember that if you do break down and drink your going to get drunk and make dumb decisions and make everything worse. you need to thank your higher power for giving you some wisdom before this situation happened. most important thing for you is to remain sober.
what always worked for me was distracting myself and oh boy OP do you have things to distract yourself with. I assume your stuff is secure, you need to call up a friend who doesnt drink or at least wont drink around you and get a place for the night. if not try a motel as you will pay less than you would getting drunk and ... well I dont need to say. tomorrow try to smooth things out with your girlfriend or no joke find routes to move on. Keep it simple, but prioritize. I know you can do it, OP, you have it in you thats why you made the post!