>>14052831Its the hurt inside you that God wants to heal, and he can do it when you forgive her in prayer. You dont have to be her best friend or hang out with her. If you are better off being as far as way from her, do it. She is your mother though, and we should strive to keep the commandment "Honour your father and your mother".
One day she is going to be in the old peoples home, she will suffer and hopefully be humbled by the helplessness. You should forgive her now before God, so when the time comes, you will be ready and willing to preach once more about Jesus Christ in hopes that she stops being so hardned in her heart.