>>8360776You had a balance that you have lost now, im not talking about the insomnia itself but something in your past was in order and now it is not so.
You have an structure now, wich is rigid. That makes you withdrawn of your own intuitions. Like a stone blocking your toughts.
You have an unhealthy relationship to something, like an adicction that needs cure.
Still, the changes will happen. But there will be a lot of deep changes in your lifestyle for you to break with the insomnia.
You will overcome it, if you overcome everything else. It will come with the changes.