>>13532218My dad died when I was 10, it really fucked me and my family up in an irreparable way. One way trip to nihilism. Now I’m kinda just floating through life. As time goes on I only realize more and more things other guys learned from their dads socially, athletically, etc. and I just get more depressed. Sometimes I take pride in having to be my “own father,” and view those who havent had such trauma as sheltered normies..but then I realize how much I just cant relate to the average person especially other guys, and just become depressed. It takes so much energy and willpower to do anything when you’re the one doing it all with no help, everyday since 10 years old. And dont try to say at least I had a mother, when we know how utterly useless most modern women are especially when it comes to raising boys.
