>>5222486 I'm sorry to hear that. I know depression can be a tough one. I've struggled a lot myself for many years.
What do you do to help yourself get through it?
>that's impressiveNot really I spent a lot of time behind binoculars watching people and waiting to wait.
>branchI was in the Marine Corps.
>>5222492I'll always worry about you Dutch. You were one of my firsts and you're my only non lewd bf (you're my bf get over it). We can all waste days thinking about what could be but instead we should focus on what is. If you take an objective look at what you don't like about yourself you can make progress by admitting it. You've done this which is why you are progressing. Just like AA the first step is admission. You'll become what you want one day because YOU wanted to. Your own ambition to see the grass on the other side will drive you to do it. You're an amazing person for having made it this far Dutch. To have what you have makes it all so glamorous. I believe in you my love so believe in yourself. Because honestly I give so little shits about the people who come here.
You're special even if I'm the only one who thinks so. You're perfect just the way you are.
My song to share with you Dutch. Intros weird but the rest is on point. 100
https://youtu.be/ypnOnVwg8sc 