>>11304793>equal in intelligence>can't possibly comprehendthat's sure narcisstic if I say so myself, a certified narcissist
you refuse to even consider the possibility as it's most definitively impossible, when it statistically can't be
>I don't know how it feels likequite presumptious to think of you that I've never had my crotch fondled by adults- it didn't go beyond that and I asume it was more of a test- I hope that it was an accident but I can never be sure
I don't want to talk about it as it hit personally, I don't consider myself a victim nor do I feel traumatised but it puts a moral imperative- if I blow the whistle the person might get labeled a sex offender, and even if they are entirely innocent there are reasons that they'd take my word for it (can't say why) and have the person in an extremely unfavourable situation- and if it wasn't the accident and I wasn't the only one by not blowing the whistle I ruined somebody's life
I don't know if you can handle the stress of knowing that if you do something as well as doing nothing you'd definitively ruin somebody's life- you start thinking about it more and more and more until you get devoured by abyss; you can't handle the truth that somebody is getting hurt whatever you do- and you cope and you hope that it was just an accident and you're being all paranoid- and then you get jaded, you no longer care about other people and you give up, forget all about it
it wasn't the act that bothers me it's possible conaequences of innocent people suffering, for as long as I'm alive I refuse to look deeper into it if there was something behind it or not
on the other hand getting fondled by shotacon borderline highschool girls (they were still in middle school) in middleschool got me hoping it went pass that as it would maybe boost my confidence or something, instead now I'm a kissless virgin with no experience whatsoever and utterly incapable to initiate first step and contact in anything
