>>259248The more you spend time secluded, the more pessimistic thoughts might across your mind. You are starting to sound like a hardcore shut-in who was rejected by the world. I'm not saying that there are no smart shut ins, there are actually a lot of them, because solitude makes you actually think. Idk what you should do, but i could advise you to go out and dont judge people the way you did in your post. Try to take it easy