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I remember some of the first girls I had a crush on in my last year of Elementary school. One was this petite Ashkenazi girl with black hair and the other was this chubby Japanese girl. I thought about asking out the Ashkenazi one… never did though. The Japanese one I liked more however… I think I was afraid to admit even to myself because like chubby girls is less accepted. Sat next to her in English class, she was rather quiet but friendly. Hung out with her a bit at a school dance once. That was nice.
In my first year of Middle School I didn’t pay much attention to girls. Only in my second. I remember there was this small cute blonde Albanian girl, I asked her out to the upcoming school dance. We never went though, I think she just accepted to mock me.
I didn’t pay attention to woman much beyond that, sure I found them hot but didn't really care much about them in real life… also realized I had a thing for curvier or chubbier girls.
One day I was sitting in class and my friend, a decent looking Mexican boy, began jokingly flirting with me. I thought this was bizzare and annoying at first, but over time I began to like the attention. The weeb in my friend group mentioned “BL”, which I learned meant boys love, something the moment I hear did I was instantly captivated by… though I still thought it was straight.
Anyway one day I realized I liked the flirting and accepted it. They were joking however so didn’t. Seeing I realized I was now also a homosexual, I decided I ought to see what other friends of mine peeked my internet. There was this cute Oriental boy who has bangs like an anime character, had a thin face. There was also this Romanian boy, who I was friends with, but hadn’t seen since last year. He I wanted most with his thinness, dark brunette hair and pale skin. Too bad never had the opportunity.
