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26 right now. Haven't had a girlfriend in 7 years. Instead, I decided to focus on figuring out what I want to do with my life. After working in tech for a few years, I realized I could be putting my attention and energy towards my own dreams instead of being a wage cuck and cog in a machine for someone else's dreams. With the money I saved up over the years, I invested that into a home recording studio and I'm now working on my first debut album as a self-taught singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist.
Over the years, I drifted away from all my old "friends" because they simply don't share the same goals and aspirations as I do. These "friends" represented a version of me that I have outgrown. Most of my interactions with these people were simply invitations to join them as they do the things they enjoy, not necessarily what I enjoy. I don't listen to the same generic trap music, I don't drink beer or smoke weed just to socialize and "have fun". It's a waste of my fucking time. I was always the after thought. They would never ask me what I personally wanted to do and plan with me. They would just invite me to things I didn't give a fuck about. They didn't have any major aspirations for themselves. They just wanted to consume and enjoy a hedonistic lifestyle.. Not my thing.
So yeah. In all honesty, I do feel lonely at times, but I'm embracing it and it isn't really isn't that bad. Embracing solitude gives me the opportunity to find myself and be myself. It gives me the chance to figure out who I was and who I want to be. I get to fully devote my time and attention towards my personal growth, doing what I love, and developing my own voice without the distractions and the noise of other people. Don't chase- the right people will appear and stay.
Remember that lions don't seek the approval of sheep. Ignore the masses of NPCs within this clown world and work on yourselves, anons. Our time here on Earth is limited, so do whatever the fuck you want to do.
