>>9906268I've given myself 9 years. If I haven't progressed in those nine years (or died) I will go to Germany for about a month to see if life is worth living, because I've always wanted to see Germany. If at the end of that trip I still don't see life worth living I will go to Dusseldorf and throw myself into the Rhine in homage to Robert Schumann who attempted the same thing before being committed. I think I give myself plenty of time to turn it around and suicide after that is justified